I have so many things I should get done around the apartment today:
- Clean the messy kitchen (oh, for a dishwasher...),
- put a second coat of paint on the blue wall,
- go through and put away stuff still in boxes (yes, we still have boxes around...)
- organize my room,
- clean the bathroom...
And things I need to do in order to snag a second nanny gig and possibly be able to pay all my bills on time:
- call Heather again,
- call Family A,
- call and tell Them I am indeed available for temps...
As well as things I could do to avoid doing those other things:
- knit other KnittinMitten,
- finish other red sock,
- spin more blue yarn (OH! I haven't posted about my class...),
- post about drop spindle class,
- start another new project or 8,
- finish Christmas knitting (I know...),
- go for a walk,
- read a book,
- watch tv...
Instead I want to do NOTHING. Seriously. Nothing is motivating me, not even reading blogs and seeing cool knitted projects--in fact, that just makes me sadder. Not even the thought of being able to pay my bills. Not even...anything. Been like this for approximately a week now...yuck.
Am currently wondering what (if anything) will snap me out of this funk. Perhaps just doing the things I know need to be done--getting them out of the way and then doing something fun.
Have I mentioned that nothing sounds fun?
On a more positive note: I have been gluten-free for 7 days. Oh, and I will be in Croatia for my birthday this year. That's kinda cool.